[Fic] Reminisce

[nilielh]

Title : Reminisce 31
Rating : R
Pairing: Ohno/Nino
Disclaimer :  fiction yo!
Summary : Volume 2 - Nino was done reminiscing and had finally found the courage to let go. But then the same person who had disappear from his life came back and Nino again found himself stuck between the past he had desperately tried holding on to and the present that gave him nothing but false hope.

It was probably the worst idea in the history of ideas because he could feel that underlying fear rushing through his veins. The call earlier was his last option and now that he was there, standing in front of someone’s apartment door while debating with himself whether to just turn around and leave or knock and –

The door opened abruptly, almost hitting him in the face and Nino stood there, still and frozen and staring at the face of the man he loved all his life. So many unnamed emotions passed through the other man’s face as Nino bit his lips to keep himself from leaning forward and wrapping his arms around the other man’s neck.

“K-Kazu?”

Nino let out a choked sob, looking down at the same time.

“O-Ohchan, c-can we talk?”

The air between them was heavy and somewhat awkward but somehow, Nino knew that it was just normal, considering the fact that everything with regards to the two of them were seriously fucked up to the point where even the idea of looking into the other’s eyes seemed slightly more difficult than he ever thought it’d be.

Nino stood there, fidgeting with his fingers while contemplating between turning around and marched out of that place or collar Ohno and shove him back up against the wall and kiss him endless… because really, this has gone completely messy and frustrating and Nino didn’t know what else was there for him to do to make Ohno talk, or at least, make him understand why he did those things in the past.

Gathering his courage, he looked up and very nearly tripped over at the intensity of Ohno’s gaze the minute his eyes met the older man’s. He gasped, suddenly finding it very hard to breathe at the onslaught of too many emotions cutting right through him as Ohno’s gaze lingered on him, 

“Y-Your wife?” Nino asked out without a second thought and he could’ve sworn he saw something passed through the other man’s face. Nino cursed under his breath, his remaining courage faltered when Ohno shook his head and pursed his lips. “I.. I’m s-sorry… I j-just need to ask you something… 

Ohno looked vaguely surprised or confused but Nino opted on ignoring it. He needed to do this; he needed to clear things up before he finally decided on letting go… before he finally set himself free.

Ohno swallowed hard and Nino stared and stared, drinking in the sight of the older man’s face after all those years of being denied that simple pleasure. “S-She’s not here,” Ohno mumbled, taking a step back and motioning his hand as he pushed the door wider. “- d-do you w-want to come inside?” he asked and Nino stood very still, not knowing whether it was a good idea to take on the older man’s offer but wasn’t that why he came in the first place? To talk to Ohno and well, finish this once and for all?

Sure, that was what he wanted; from that moment he heard the other part of the story straight from his mother’s lips, all anger he kept hidden deep inside seemed to evaporate in thin air. He knew there were still a lot to learn, a lot of things to reconsider but for now, the only thing he needed to hear were the things that had been kept from him since day one.

And frankly, he wasn’t going to leave this place without hearing those explanations even if it meant dragging the older man out of his apartment if the situation called for it.

He looked around, trying to associate the surrounding to the Ohno he had known before. He hadn’t even made it past the first step up towards Ohno’s living room and he could already feel the erratic beating of his heart. He cleared his throat and tried swallowing back that unusual feeling and almost jumping out of his skin when Ohno subtly placed his hand on his elbow.

Ohno chuckled lightly and took his hand back, spread his palm and smiled hesitantly. “ – you look like you’re about to be killed, Ninomiya-kun… if you don’t want to come in, we can talk outside if that’s what you prefer…”

Nino mentally smacked himself as he managed an almost embarrassed smile. “ – i-it’s just that…” he paused and bit back a snicker when Ohno moved closer. “ – well, we need to talk.”

Ohno nodded, his expression turned serious all of a sudden. “ – I know…”

Good, Nino thought. At least he wasn’t the only one who knew this had to happen. “ – a-are you sure it’s okay? I m-mean, isn’t your wife~”

Ohno shook his head again. “ – I told you she’s not here. I’m alone, so don’t worry about it…”

Sighing deeply and with his body trembling slightly, Nino nodded as he removed his shoes and placed them besides Ohno’s. A silent click behind him and Nino breathed in deep…

“ – I’m sorry for coming here without eve~”

“ – Kazu,”

A hand on his shoulder stopped Nino from saying anything as Ohno abruptly turned him around after having closed the door behind him, pushing him against the door’s frame and pressed closer and nosed Nino’s cheek tenderly. Nino’s eyes widened, his heart hammered hard against his chest and pulled back, staring back into Ohno’s eyes as bitter questions hanged loosely at the tip of his tongue.

“ – w-what~”

Ohno’s lips landed squarely on his and he nearly lost consciousness at the dizzying effect Ohno still has on him. He stared in disbelief but Ohno knew exactly what to do to make Nino’s head swim with nothing but the thought of burying his hands on Ohno’s hair and allowing the other man’s mouth devoured him in ways only him was able to do. Ohno growled deep, angling his head at the same time he slide his hand at the small of Nino’s back, catching Nino’s lower lip in between his teeth and effectively stopping Nino’s brain from functioning properly as Ohno’s hand went to cup his cheek tenderly.

“I’ll answer you later,” Ohno grumbled through his lips, his fingers grazing soft touches from his cheek to the line of his jaw. Nino shivered involuntarily, his eyes fluttering close on their own.

He needed to try though. At least try as he pushed Ohno’s chest but he only ended up clutching the front of the other man’s shirt as Ohno let out a shaky laugh against his neck. Nino felt that tingling sensation building up around his thighs as Ohno grumbled incoherent words against his skin.

“This isn’t why I~”

A nip on his jaw followed by a sharp twist of the older man’s hips stopped him in mid-sentence and a moan escaped Nino’s throat before he could even find the time to stop himself.

Ohno breathed warm air along the shell of his ear, rolling his hips as Nino did the same as if on cue.

“Later…”