[Drabble Series] Forbidden Volume 2

[nilielh]

Title : [Drabble Series] Forbidden Vol 2 - Part 2
Rating : NC17
Genre : AU
Pairing : Ohno/Nino
Summary : Here was where it all fell apart.
Disclaimer : fiction, yo!
Warning : Incest

 

“What’s with the sudden decision? Weren’t you the one who said you can’t live on your own?”

He settled on looking down on his rice bowl, fingers shaking around their hold on his chopsticks as he tried very hard not cry; everyone was silent save from the only sound coming from his brother’s mouth as he munched away on his lunch.

There was at least three centimeters distance between his left thigh and his brother’s right, and he’d been dreading to cross that distance, to take a hold of his brother’s right hand on his left like he normally did when they’re sitting like this, but he couldn’t. He had to remind himself over and over again that this was what’s right, that he had to take the first step – to stop the urge to reach out and touch his brother whenever he’s so near before it ate his resolve and he’d end up begging his brother to just forget about their little truce and fuck his brother at the next available chance he gets.

He had to, because no matter how much he thought he loved his younger brother, he wasn’t supposed to fuck him the way he’d been fucking him all these years and think that everything was going to be fine.

They were almost caught by their parents and really, even though he knew their sister suspected something about him and Kazu, that had to be the final straw.

His sister cleared her throat, noisily, effectively breaking the gaping silence when she said, “I think Satoshi is finally ready to be an adult, isn’t that great?” she beamed at them, her eyes spoke volumes when her gaze met his.

He felt more than saw the way Kazu twitched on his seat, his fingers gripping his bowl of soup so tightly as he brought it to his mouth, taking a sip without blinking. His heart hurt more than he thought it did the night before – when he and Kazu all but spent the night on their parents’ bed kissing and crying, holding each other tightly till the early morning.

“Are you sure about that, Satoshi?” their mother prompted him, eyes trained on him as their father simply stood up and reached over to pat him on the shoulder before he left the dining table with a soft smile on his face.

He ducked down and nodded. “Yes,” he answered, quietly, his voice barely left his mouth when he realized his younger brother stood up as well.

“Thanks for the food,” Kazu murmured and left.

He really felt like crying on the spot as he reached over to grab Kazu’s glass and drank the remains of his brother’s water, hoping to swallow down the lump on his throat as his mother shook her head.

“Fine, when are you planning to move out?”

He forced out a smile. “The day after tomorrow, if it’s okay,”

His sister and mother nodded at the same time. “That’s settled, then,”