[Fic] Reminisce

[nilielh]

Title : Reminisce 22/?
Rating : PG
Pairing : Ohno/Nino
Disclaimer : entirely a work of fiction yo!
Beta Reader : @koichiko
Summary : Nino was done reminiscing and had finally found the courage to let go. But then the same person who had disappear from his life came back and Nino again found himself stuck between the past he had desperately tried holding on to and the present that gave him nothing but false hope.
Note : Needs revising.

As it turned out, Ohno was still faster than Nino gave him credit for. Ohno’s hand landed on his right shoulder and Nino jerked away, entirely unprepared to the jolts of electricity coursing through every fiber of his being the moment Ohno touched him. He was already poised on taking another step, his left hand almost touching the door knob when he felt the older man’s grip tightened painfully against his shoulder and pulled him back forcefully.
 
Nino slammed back against Ohno’s hard chest and Nino shivered when Ohno quickly wrapped another arm around Nino’s waist, perfectly preventing him from making any further movement.

Fuck.

Nino did his best to wriggle his way out of Ohno’s steady grip but Ohno seemed to know exactly what was going inside Nino’s head, because the minute Nino ducked down and lifted his right foot to clearly smash Ohno’s, both Ohno’s hands went down on Nino’s hips. Before Nino had enough time to read the situation, Ohno swung him up, turned him around and had him pinned behind the door in a matter of seconds.

To Nino’s horror, Ohno looked fairly smug.  “Gotcha~” he muttered playfully, trapping Nino helplessly between his body and the door’s hard surface. Nino really, really wanted to punch Ohno’s face right now if not for the fact that both his arms were suspended above his head with Ohno’s right hand pinning them there and the older man’s other hand kept a good hold at the small of his back. 

“Let. Go. Of. Me.” Nino said in between gritted teeth, wincing while trying to move his lower body but with Ohno looming over him like that, Nino knew his attempts were futile. Ohno grinned back, the edges of his mouth crinkled in a way that made Nino’s breathe hitched.

Nino sneered when Ohno leaned in closer, their faces only a breath apart. He could feel Ohno’s warm breath fanning his face as the older man moved even closer and Nino could have swore his heartbeat accelerated to maximum. Ohno’s smile was playful and tight but his eyes were saying something Nino couldn’t quite comprehend.

He furrowed his brows in a mixture of confusion and hatred, seeing the look on Ohno’s face. The air between them was too heavy and Nino could feel the result of such closeness further down. He gasped when Ohno subtly moved his right leg and softly bumped the front of Nino’s pants, grinning mischievously the minute Nino sucked in a sharp breath.

“… wow, I can’t believe I could still make you hard even after all those years, huh Kazu…” Ohno muttered huskily against Nino’s lips as he ghosted feather light kisses all over Nino’s mouth.

“… fuck you…” Nino mumbled back, closing his mouth immediately when Ohno leaned in once again, running his tongue over Nino’s bottom lip seductively. Ohno grinned devilishly and Nino cursed under his breath the minute Ohno thrust his hips and without giving any warning, he leaned down and claimed Nino’s lips.

Nino stiffened, the feel of Ohno’s mouth against his was something that felt entirely foreign and yet so painfully familiar that Nino had to remind himself that this was the same man who had left him broken…  the same man he had freely given his heart and soul to and stomped on it as if he was a piece of garbage.

Nino felt Ohno’s frantic attempt to shove his tongue inside his mouth and Nino’s head was suddenly swamped with every little memory he had with the older man. His throat felt dry but his chest felt a million times worse.

Nino felt like dying, realizing that the man he had loved almost his entire life was just a figment of his imagination and just like that, the wall he had built around himself started to crumble and Nino found himself shaking at the reality of it all.

Shutting his eyes closed, Nino opened his mouth and in a split second he felt Ohno stopped moving. Then at the same time he bit down on the other man’s bottom lip, causing the older man to jerk back, fingers tracing his mouth as blood oozed out from it.

He bravely stared straight into Ohno’s eyes and saw the smirk started forming at the corners of the other man’s mouth and Nino found himself gasping with his effort to stop himself from advancing forward. He clawed his fingers tightly and narrowed his eyes dangerously.

“… I was waiting for one… just one fucking apology and you give me this…” Nino muttered shakily as Ohno shrugged his shoulder, his eyes squinting just the tiniest bit. Nino had this urge to jump the man and break his face but Nino restrained himself.

This just hurt so damn much than all of those years of waiting combined.

The look Ohno gave him was enough to send chills down Nino’s spine but he couldn’t find it in him to give a fucking damn about it anymore. His heart went up to his throat and he couldn’t speak.

He hated him then… and now, Nino realized as he bolted to the door with his heart stammering hard, he hated Ohno so fucking much.

#

“Kazu…”

Nino sighed deeply as he felt Ohno’s exhilarated breaths against the skin of his throat. He moaned softly, feeling Ohno’s hand tightened at the small of his back. He tipped his head back and allowed Ohno’s tongue to explore the pulsing vein on his throat while Ohno’s lovely fingers traced his spine.

Ohno’s kisses went upwards, tasting every bit of skin he can reach as Nino gingerly wrapped his hand around Ohno’s neck. “I missed you…” Ohno mumbled.

Ohno’s kisses moved lower and lower, his lips and tongue bringing Nino to the edge with every single swipe. He had Nino pinned underneath him, trapping the slighter man in between his legs as Nino whimpered deliciously against the back of his palm.

Nino arched his back when Ohno gingerly reached down, wrapping Nino’s erection in between his fingers. Ohno looked up and flicked his tongue out, grinning smugly. He blinked once then gave Nino a playful wink before he ducked low, finding Nino hot and hard and waiting for him.

Ohno licked him slowly, circling the tip with broad and gentle swipes and Nino started chanting Ohno’s name… moaning his ecstacy as Ohno sucked him hard over and over.

"S-Satoshi…”

“Mine…”

+

He ran and ran, ignoring the tears falling freely from his eyes and the stinging pain in his chest. He only stopped when he was sure he was far away from Ohno… from anyone. Nino felt as if he was being torn apart inside and he didn’t exactly know how to pull himself together.

Nino helplessly dropped down on his knees and folded himself into a tight ball, sobbing quietly.

He didn’t want to accept it but after everything that has been said and done, Nino realized one thing…

He was still very much in love with Ohno.