nilielh | [Drabble Series] Forbidden Volume 2

Title : [Drabble Series] Forbidden Vol 2 - Part 8
Rating : NC17
Genre : AU
Pairing : Ohno/Nino
Summary : Here was where it all fell apart.
Disclaimer : fiction, yo!
Warning : Incest
Note : Reposting

His brother was looking at him as if he’d just crawled out from somewhere and was about to bring destruction to everything around him – the world included.

“Y-You – w-what?” his brother stuttered, opening and closing his mouth when nothing came out after, staring at him like he’s gone mad.

Well, his brother’s not exactly good at talking (what the other boy wanted, he usually conveyed through action instead), and he supposed it was only natural that his older brother would end up sputtering incoherent words when he told him he had just sucked his Coach’s cock back there in the dressing room (where he’d sucked his brother too), if only to stop the older man from slipping a word or two about catching him and his brother getting it on the same damn place the day before.

He could still taste his coach’s cock at the back of his tongue, the lingering aftertaste of his coach’s cum when it hit the back of his throat was making his mouth dry, but he was not that stupid to mention that to his brother, was he? His older brother looked spooked enough to wriggle away when he tried to touch him, looking torn between crying and punching him on the face for what he had done.

He didn’t need to open his mouth only to tell his brother how fucking horny it made him, sucking his coach’s dick that is, and how watching the older man trembled and moaned while he sucked him hard made him wished his brother was with them too that time, fucking him from behind while he sucked on his coach’s cock.

He didn’t because he was afraid his brother would think he betrayed the other boy or something – because he didn’t, he was sure of it, it’s just that –

“I don’t even know what to say to you, Kazu,” his brother grumbled, fingers reaching up to massage his throbbing temple. He held his hand out as if on autopilot, and his brother backed up a step, still scowling.

He was still not allowed to touch him.

Well, he deserved it since it’s his fault -- he was the one who forced his brother the other day when he lied about being sick and called his brother over if only to satisfy his damn craving for his brother’s cock that day.

But because of that, he’d get to suck Coach Sakurai’s cock so he guessed he didn’t lose that much, did he?

Damn it. He’s turning into a whore and he couldn’t even find the heart to be disgusted with himself, knowing that he liked it – he liked the taste of some other man’s cock in his mouth, but still not as much as he loved the taste of his brother’s own. He’s a little fucked up in the head right now, and he was pretty sure that his brother could see right through him.

That’s probably the reason why his older brother looked entirely unconvinced.

“I told you, I did that to shut him up,” he insisted, lying through his teeth and taking tentative steps towards his brother, reaching out to gently tug at his brother’s sleeve; the older boy seemed like he was still trying to wrap his head around what he just told him, was busy trying not to freak out although he looked anything but.

“By sucking him off?” his brother hissed. “Are you out of your fucking mind?! What if someone – anyone –“ his brother’s voice trailed, looking mighty pissed. His eyebrows were drawn together, his expression was pinched and his lips pursed into a thin line. He realized this was actually the first time he saw such expression on his brother’s face, and really, he couldn’t help but feel a little scared.

He did his best to look as apologetic as he knew how to be (because he’s beginning to feel a little worried about the way his older brother was looking at him). “Niichan, I know you’re worried, but please –“ he paused, letting his brother catch the way his lips was quivering, knowing that the older boy couldn’t stand seeing him like this. “please, don’t be mad. I… I did the only thing I know to shut him up. And don’t worry, I was careful; I’m sure no one is –“

“It’s not only that!” his brother countered, and this time he sounded really angry; like he was done keeping his temper reined in knowing that his stupid brother had been feeding him with nothing but lies since he opened his mouth to confess about sucking his coach’s cock when he supposed he knew better.

Could his brother able to see that he didn’t just do it to protect them both but because he wanted to?

“You… you sucked some other guy’s cock and – and you expect me to – you expect me to –“ his brother’s words trailed, his voice quivering at the same time and Kazu knew right then what it meant.

“I didn’t let him fuck me, if that’s what you were worried about, Niichan,” he countered, his voice quiet.

His older brother looked at him like he couldn’t believe he was still talking.

“I’m telling the truth,” he said, crossing the small distance between them so he could wrap his arms around his brother’s neck, nosed at his brother’s cheek even though his brother stood stock still against him. “I’m not going to allow anyone to fuck me but you, Niichan; you know that,”

He leaned up to kiss his brother’s chin, slowly traced the other boy’s jaw because he didn’t want to force his brother to do what he didn’t want – not when he knew he messed something up – he loved his brother, loved him more than anything in the world but sometimes, just sometimes, he had these twisted fantasies that even his brother wouldn’t stand to hear.

“What do I need to do for you to believe me, Niichan?” he purred, tonguing his older brother’s earlobe as his brother shook against him.

And then he was suddenly being pushed away, almost too forcefully that he almost wasn’t able to keep his footing, nearly stumbling over as his brother stood there, watching him with something so intense written in his eyes.

“You want to know?” his brother spat, his eyes burning as he stood there, gaping; “You want to know what you should do for me to believe you? Show me you’re worth it, Kazu –“ his older brother said through clenched teeth, backing back a step and keeping the distance between them even more un-crossable. “Show me you’re worth having me send my soul straight to be toasted in eternal hellfire for wanting you because I think this means nothing to you -- it didn’t matter whether it is me or some bastard fucking you, so long as there’s an available cock for you to suck or there’s someone willing to shove his cock up your ass –“

“N-Niichan, you know that’s not –“

“Then show me,” his brother retorted quickly, not letting him finish; his eyes burning something awful and Kazu knew he was screwed. “Show me you’re worth all the risk I was willing to take just to be with you because if not, I’m not going to think twice of packing your things and sending you home. I won’t even hesitate, Kazunari – you fucking remember that,”

“N-Niichan, please, I –“

“Don’t,” his brother gritted, backing away completely. “You went over the line this time, Kazu,” his older brother said, “and because of that you will get nothing from me until I am sure you’ve learned your lesson. I’m not even going to touch you – let’s see how you’ll fare without me fucking you. Maybe then you’ll know that I’m not that stupid to believe you when you told me your lame excuse about protecting us both when you went down on your knees and worshipped your coach’s cock,” his brother told him, coldly, before turning around and leaving him.

“Shit,” he muttered under his breath. He’s truly fucked and he knew it.